only see the importance of someone once they are gone.
And that is why I wish I am gone.
Not literally take my life away from me, but gone from the people who make me feel like I do not belong. So that they also have no one to pick on.
Are they enjoying themselves that way?
I feel so burdened, unwelcome, and out of place.
Why do I feel this way; so weak?
Lord, please reveal to me the things I am asking and searching for.
I am sort of… lost.