So, tomorrow is my 彼氏の夢 Yuto Nakajima‘s birthay… And it is always Preliminary Exams day on his birthday.
I did a cover of a song by 나르샤 (I’m In Love) and you could listen to it HERE.
Anyway, this morning I was awakened by my strange dream. In my dream, I was one of the technical staff in an IYF mini-event. While the Gracias Choir was playing, I was hiding myself in the curtains while glancing at the audience and the choir. I don’t think I was seen by the audience. And then at some point, someone grabbed me and pulled me inside the backstage. The guy was holding my arm, and literally my face was like O_O? and then when he let go of my arm, he sighed, then looked at me.
“Yo, ‘sup dude? Remember me?” I don’t know who of us said this, but whoever, the answer was, “Yeah of course, I remember you!” And then this guy laid down on the floor, and told me the stories when he came back to South Korea and how he came back to the Philippines again. Then the dream transformed… I was taking flower pictures on an empty lot… then transformed again. I was in front of the computer looking at my Gmail (IRL I guess it was Naver) inbox scanning for that guy’s messages, if there were any. Until I realized, I haven’t even said good-bye to him the day he’s going back to Korea.
I don’t know the implication of this dream, but it’s weird. 시온아, 어쩌면 너가보고 싶었어요..