お-誕生日おめでとう!

やった!! It’s my day today!! But sadly, I felt like it wasn’t coz only a few in my class knew it’s my birthday. They were all like, “It’s your birthday?!” and I’m freakishly saying the gloomy “yeah it’s my day.”. I felt sad that morning, feeling like I shouldn’t have told them it was my birthday, coz it will be like the same thing.

So, yeah, my very close friends are the first ones who greeted me, and my classmates got it from them. I must’ve told them to keep their voices down low, but they were quite jubilant coz it’s my bortday. I feel so happy they’re around.

At Filipino time, they sang “Happy Birthday” to Ma’am Aida, since her birthday was the day before mine. They haven’t greeted her. So as not to see the melancholy I’m feeling by not singing that to me, especially it was my day, I just sang with them as jolly as I can. After the song, I arranged my things, with a smile on my face though I’m sad because I thought they’ll dismiss without saying that effin’ Happy Birthday To You, but they sang the song to me!!

1…2…3..!! ♪Happy Birthday to you!!♪

I was so high! I thanked them a lot, they said Happy Birthday, and Ma’am Aida called me and I kissed her at the cheek and told her “Happy Birthday”. She said she’s already 36, and was surprised when I said I just turned 15. They all were. Even my fellow schoolmates and teachers. But anyway, I’m grateful I have them and they shared a lot of memories in my birthday!

At home, I carried their gifts…
Zarah – a singing puppy
Alain – a green pouch w/ a japanese soap [he knows i love japan!]
Abby – [at first she wasn’t giving a signal she had a gift for me, but i was really shocked when she gave a paper bag when we’re about to go home!] she gave me mars chocolates and my fave skittles!

… and when I got online at messenger, a lot of people greeted me, even those people whom I didn’t know much! I felt great, at least, they remembered. ^_^

BUT THEN…

Then at dismissal time, we were in the library to research for the homework in TLE. Waiting for the copies to be given, Mary came inside and waved a notebook on her hand. She gave it to me and it was Ruther’s notebook! Yeah, Ruther was my crush but not much, and I said, “What about this? What am I gonna do to this?”. She said it was a birthday gift, but I know of course that I can’t own it since they’re using it in their class. “Thanks,” I said.

When we met Shonamae and Janelle, I handed the notebook to Shonamae and I said thanks. She said it was her birthday gift to me, and I told her to return it o Ruther. Then Mary told something that happened between her and Ruther. She said when Ruther saw her at the telephone booth, he said hello and they high-fived each other. I can see that she was so kilig, which made me furious. My temper’s already zero, and I screamed, “Why’d you have to tell me that?! As if I care! You’re only making me mad you know!” and she retorted, “What? Why are you so mad? I am just telling it! It wasn’t my fault!!!” Then she snobbed. I cried, and said, “Shonamae, you return that back to the owner. I don’t need it. I feel awful! It’s my birthday and I am crying?!” I ran and got my stuff.

“Sorry Mary, I just don’t know what to feel.”

I’m still waiting for like 2 important people to greet me!!

xoxo,

~JaNii~

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