Give me a SIGN.

A lot of signs with regards to Yuto Nakajima happened to me since Tuesday. I know, this is just so crazy. Everything seems to be connected with him. Or it’s just me.

1. I saw 1 bus with the plate number NYJ 951 and another one with NYK 598 on the way home from my university. I saw the first one at Quiapo and the second one at Lawton. They are both green buses.

2. I saw the bus with the plate number NYH 828 the following day. It is green too.

3. I saw another one another day, I just forgot when, plate number NYL 538. Green.

4. Sunday, we went to visit some of our relatives in Valenzuela. On the way out of Las Piñas, I saw the purple “Yutong” bus ahead of us, and I took a picture of it. It was not that clear though. Yuto’s name is in the bus’s name and purple is my favorite color.



The "T" was topped off by the rosary.

5. My display picture in Y!M is Yuto’s funny face, and when I decided to change it, it won’t. I tried everything but the face is still there. They said that Yuto doesn’t want to leave me/my Y!M so he stayed there. Oh, how I hope he will stay with me.

   

   The cursed image accdg to Cy. )

6. Monday, I went to UST to attend the consultation. As I was walking to the bus stop, I saw a purple Yuto (I call it Yuto bus instead of Yutong) bus on the opposite lane and it has plate number 811. If it’s 810 it’s already Yuto’s birthday. Anyway, I tried to stopped a bus so I could take a ride and it’s kinda late as well, but this bus just passed me and I kind of got mad because I’m already late for the consultation. I kept on saying “shit”. I waited for a bus for so long. Then after it passed, I saw another bus from afar, and I decided I should just wait for this one. AND IT’S A PURPLE YUTO BUS!!! It slowly stopped in front of me and I took a ride. OH YEAH! And I decided to take a picture of it as a proof that it has YUTO written on it!

   

   ZOOM ZOOM!

7. Tuesday, I spent my 50Php with serial number HL0266326. That coin has a theory; my friends say that if I lose it, I won’t be able to meet Yuto. I spent the 50Php because I slept in the FX and noticed that I was a lot of kilometers away from home, and that 50Php is all that I’ve got. I need 7Php to go home but, oh well. I erased the deal and made myself believe that I’d still see him no matter what. And I still have a chance; I still have the ￥10 with me. We’re such kids, I know. This Tuesday was a terrible Tuesday because a lot of bad things happened. Emzi and I couldn’t stop thinking on “what-ifs” about Yuto and Yamada.

8. It’s hard to be in-love with a celebrity. Especially when you set your mind that he’s the one for you and then on the next minute you’ll see people posting that they say that celeb with another celeb shopping at Harajuku.

AND IT SUCKS that I still could not LET GO.

because I believe–and I will continue to believe– that one day– I will wait for that one day–

we’ll see and know each other. ♥

Yan Yan Animals Make My Day. ♥

I can’t remember when this happened, but one thing’s sure: It happened when I was madly in-love with Yuto Nakajima. )

Horse Biscuit

Marie shared her Yan Yan biscuits and it has animal stuff printed on it. There’s only one type of a certain animal in the whole package, so if you got Dog, you’re the only one with a Dog. At that time, I think we just got out from an exam last month, and there, when it was my turn to get a stick, i got HORSE! At first I was thinking, “Why horse?” and I was shouting that I wanted to pick something else. Then it came to me all of a sudden that Yuto’s favorite food is something with “raw horse meat” in it! And then, I can’t stop squealing~ <3

And then the same thing happened on August 3. Well not really the same, but we still picked animal biscuits again. First thing I got after I finished eating my lunch was Octopus biscuit. I first I got disappointed because I didn’t see any relevance to it on Yuto, then something was written: Octopus Lucky Number: 8. Suddenly I remembered that Yuto’s red soccer jersey number was 8 and his birth month is 8 and I flailed again. But I wanted the horse again! So I tried for the second time. I got a Cat. I don’t know what that meant, but it has a relevance to my past crush Jonathan because he looks like a cat. And for the last pick…

Beetle Biscuit

I GOT A BEETLE!!! Then I connected it again with Yuto. I remembered that he loved collecting stag beetles and the like. GOSH, I don’t know but I’m wondering why I’m so obsessed with Yuto I get those kinds of stuff. Was it luck? Or destiny? WAAAH~

Lucky Week. :D

First, I would say HELLO EVERYONE!

I haven’t updated for full 2 weeks since Yuto’s birthday and now I have a bucket of stories to tell. But I will just summarize it just to make it easier for you to read and for me to type. LOL!

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1.) I have to type this first thing. NAKAJIMA YUTO’S BIRTHDAY IS A TOTAL LUCKY CHARM! The days after his birthday were our Preliminary Exams period and I swear I let out a lot of effort to study and keep my grades up. But I celebrated the week after our exams BECAUSE I passed everything! Those that I knew that would fail did otherwise~!! I am so happy I swear, I don’t know what happened. But all thanks to ever-loving and gracious God, and Yuto Nakajima. ♥

2.) I didn’t really celebrate Yuto’s birthday but I celebrated it (I mean I ate stuff, get it?) in line with Yza and MC’s birthday. I ate too much.

3.) I am now having so much fun with the TEM family. I couldn’t believe I would be that close to them!

4.) I kept on having concurrent dreams of my friend Emzika Menor for almost the whole week. I don’t know why. Maybe I just missed her badly. (

5.) I finally reset my biological clock to its normal state! I get sleepy at 11pm and I wake up at 7am or 10am.

6.) I am taking Friends For Sale seriously. It kinda sucks because that’s the sole reason I open the PC. But well, it’s fun. New friends.

7.) My past crush broke up with his girlfriend. I felt disappointed because they look cute together and the years they’ve been through just went to waste. Oh well, things change.

8.) I am getting pissed off with one/two of my college friends. It’s either because of their personality or it’s because they are my rivals in school.

9.) Project RUSH! Thankfully we finished and “polished” everything in no time.

10.) Day by day I wanted to see Yuto Nakajima and just the thought of him makes me want to be catapulted to Japan. I was drawing a portrait of him a while ago and my mom saw it!! しまった！She was walking silently to see what I was doing, I knew it, and she saw that I was staring on Yuto’s zoomed face. I was so embarrassed that I kept scribbling whatever on the paper and unconsciously pressing random buttons on my phone.

♥ FIN ♥

お誕生日おめでとう、中島裕翔くん！

Today is Monday. Yeah.

And today is Nakajima Yuto’s birthday! I’ll also tell you how my day went. First, we had a quiz in Theology and it was really easy [I studied for Yuto )]. Second, I was one of the people who have high scores in our Rizal Course subject, next to Elizabeth! And third, while I was hearing drum rolls on my head thinking about my exam grade in Calculus [I used to think I will fail on this]… the teacher finally called my name and as I was approaching the paper and slowly opened it… TADA!! I passed the 2nd exam. I can’t believe it, I have a lot of wrong answers and yet I was more than the passing score. I really thank God for all of these. I love You, Lord!

Moving on, my friends and I were talking about Yuto’s birthday and how I am going to celebrate it. I don’t have anything in mind, and told them about buying a cake. Then suddenly, I remembered a cake story:

CAKE STORY:

Yesterday when I went home from Quezon City, I asked my sister if she left me a slice of chocolate roll. She said the last one’s for me. So I was delighted. And then I found out from my sister that my mom just bought another cake that day, and it was a Blueberry Cheesecake and no one has eaten it yet… not until nighttime.

So there, we had cake at home. I don’t know what happened to mom that she thought of buying a cake. Does she knew about Yuto’s birthday? :O Nah. Coincidence? When it was dismissal time, I got tired and felt like not celebrating Yuto’s birthday because 1) Clarence got a bad mood from her exam result 2) It’s so hot 3) We have Prelims for tomorrow. So we decided that we’d just celebrate on Friday, after all our Prelim exams!

cake package

blueberry cheesecake

I ate a slice of blueberry cheesecake when I got home and I made something for Yuto for his birthday. I just wish AGAIN that someone from Johnny’s Entertainment would see this and show it to Yuto. I know that that’s kind of hard to happen but it’s not IMPOSSIBLE!! T^T Here you go:

Happy Birthday, Nakajima Yuto-kun!

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Once again, happy birthday Nakajima Yuto-kun~!!
We will always love youuuu [only that I love you more. JOOKU!!! )]~
Best wishes and God bless!
AND PLEASE STOP GROWING NAAAA. T__________T
Stay tough and cool.
[I won't tell my wishes anymore, they're kinda... let me say it shows how I become

hopelessly hopeful.]

♥ ジャニー