THE MALAS DAY.

Another day to hate. I’ve done nothing but cry and nag on almost about everything that happened today.

Went to the CSS Sportsfest Opening. 1 word. BORING. I hate the MCs and the staff because they were all nonsense AND the president of the organization doesn’t even know how to READ and pronounce english words very well. She’s already in 4th year College. Then we stayed there for 5 hours and did nothing. The opening was BORING, yeah. Then it rained very hard. I was wearing shorts and sandals. Good thing I have an umbrella, but still I got wet.

Got home to do my CWTS homework. I finally did it BUT the PC got screwed up, and the file I saved won’t open, so I have to redo it all over again. I cried because of that. Until it was already 5:30pm when I finished, and the eLeap server was down and I was not able to send my homework. DAMN IT. I hate this PC. I hate this eLeap thing.

While we had fun yesterday, today was a gloomy Sunday.

Gloomy Sunday!

Sunday is gloomy
My hours are slumberless
Dearest the shadows
I live with are numberless
Little white flowers
Will never awaken you
Not where the black coach
Of sorrow has taken you
Angels have no thought
Of ever returning you
Would they be angry
If I thought of joining you
Gloomy Sunday

Sunday is gloomy
With shadows I spend it all
My heart and I have decided
To end it all
Soon there’ll be flowers and prayers
That are said I know
But let them not weep
Let them know
That I’m glad to go
Death is no dream
For in death I’m caressing you
With the last breath of my soul
I’ll be blessing you
Gloomy Sunday

Dreaming
I was only dreaming
I wake and I find you asleep
In the deep of my heart dear
Darling I hope
That my dream never haunted you
My heart is telling you
How much I wanted you
Gloomy Sunday

Gloomy Sunday

~OMFG. I don’t understand myself. I just stumbled to Jaurim on YouTube this day, because I was looking for Korean Hate songs. And then after that, I got to a song entitled Gloomy Sunday, and I don’t know how. I searched in YouTube about it, and at least I had saw one result with Jaurim singing it.

Here: Gloomy Sunday – Jaurim

At first, I watched the video, IT WAS CREEPY with all those bleeding stuff and all. But after hearing it a lot of times, I had fun listening to it and I actually enjoyed it. Then I found out it was a SUICIDE SONG! @_@ And after that, I clicked on something out of my curiosity. A song entitled Falling Flower by Jaurim, and I liked it somehow, but I hate the heart throbs and the video. It is so scary it actually gave me goosebumps. I already got the meaning of the vid that the little girl will be doing suicide. I thought at first it wasn’t about suicide, but then I found out it was also a song about suicide. =___=

What’s up with me? LOL. I repeated the Gloomy Sunday song for almost 10 times this day. And I stumbled to 4 suicide songs this day! :S

Well I just hope my Sunday won’t be gloomy, or I’ll end up listening to this and… SUICIDE? HAHA!