アーカイブ:Realizations

Those signs signaled me.

{ 10月 31, 2009 @ 4:37 pm } · { Realizations, Serious Matters, Signs and Coincidences, Sudden Outburst, The Author's Memo, happenings }
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It’s alarming. I tried not to believe in coincidences and signs anymore, but just when I asked for it, it came. I believe He really hears our prayers.

Emzi and I were ranting about the “rumors” about Yuto and Yamada the other day, and I guess we still could not get over it. We do not know when to let go, when finally we talked about it. I told her that if I saw another Yutong bus, I’d not give up. She said that it was inevitable. Lol yeah, I was crazy. So

I told her that if I would be able to see a horse/beetle tomorrow (which is yesterday), I would not let go of Yuto. Which is kind of impossible because where in my university and in Manila would I be able to find a horse/beetle?! That night too, I prayed to God to give me a sign, whatever sign that I should/not let go of Yuto.

And I realized… it was not really that impossible.

I went to wait for a bus at 11am, and it was crazy that I was not able to find a Yutong bus that day, because it usually shows up at that time (like it does on the past few days). So yeah, I rode this red-yellow-blue-white bus that I hate to ride, and tried to shift my thoughts to horses and beetles. I put on my earphones and listened to nothing else but music, and I kind of forgot about the horses and beetles.

Until it was almost time for me to leave the bus, I looked up at the television and removed my earphones. I stared at the guy dancing to the tune of Tokyo Drift. … continue reading this entry.

Give me a SIGN.

{ 10月 28, 2009 @ 1:48 am } · { Insights, Realizations, Signs and Coincidences, Sudden Outburst, The Author's Memo, happenings, love }
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A lot of signs with regards to Yuto Nakajima happened to me since Tuesday. I know, this is just so crazy. Everything seems to be connected with him. Or it’s just me.

  1. I saw 1 bus with the plate number NYJ 951 and another one with NYK 598 on the way home from my university. I saw the first one at Quiapo and the second one at Lawton. They are both green buses.

  2. I saw the bus with the plate number NYH 828 the following day. It is green too.

  3. I saw another one another day, I just forgot when, plate number NYL 538. Green.

  4. Sunday, we went to visit some of our relatives in Valenzuela. On the way out of Las Piñas, I saw the purple “Yutong” bus ahead of us, and I took a picture of it. It was not that clear though. Yuto’s name is in the bus’s name and purple is my favorite color.

    5. Yutong Bus.

    The "T" was topped off by the rosary.

  5. My display picture in Y!M is Yuto’s funny face, and when I decided to change it, it won’t. I tried everything but the face is still there. They said that Yuto doesn’t want to leave me/my Y!M so he stayed there. Oh, how I hope he will stay with me.

    Yuto!

    The cursed image accdg to Cy. :) )

  6. Monday, I went to UST to attend the consultation. As I was walking to the bus stop, I saw a purple Yuto (I call it Yuto bus instead of Yutong) bus on the opposite lane and it has plate number 811. If it’s 810 it’s already Yuto’s birthday. Anyway, I tried to stopped a bus so I could take a ride and it’s kinda late as well, but this bus just passed me and I kind of got mad because I’m already late for the consultation. I kept on saying “shit”. I waited for a bus for so long. Then after it passed, I saw another bus from afar, and I decided I should just wait for this one. AND IT’S A PURPLE YUTO BUS!!! It slowly stopped in front of me and I took a ride. OH YEAH! And I decided to take a picture of it as a proof that it has YUTO written on it!

    Yutong Bus Inside.

    ZOOM ZOOM!

  7. Tuesday, I spent my 50Php with serial number HL0266326. That coin has a theory; my friends say that if I lose it, I won’t be able to meet Yuto. I spent the 50Php because I slept in the FX and noticed that I was a lot of kilometers away from home, and that 50Php is all that I’ve got. I need 7Php to go home but, oh well. I erased the deal and made myself believe that I’d still see him no matter what. And I still have a chance; I still have the ￥10 with me. We’re such kids, I know. This Tuesday was a terrible Tuesday because a lot of bad things happened. Emzi and I couldn’t stop thinking on “what-ifs” about Yuto and Yamada.

  8. It’s hard to be in-love with a celebrity. Especially when you set your mind that he’s the one for you and then on the next minute you’ll see people posting that they say that celeb with another celeb shopping at Harajuku.

AND IT SUCKS that I still could not LET GO.

because I believe–and I will continue to believe– that one day– I will wait for that one day–

we’ll see and know each other. ♥

Oh, miracle.

{ 8月 28, 2009 @ 5:37 pm } · { Insights, Realizations, School, Sudden Outburst, The Author's Memo, UST, happenings }
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In the past few weeks, I already forgot my own way of blogging.

Or shall I say I already forgot how to write, which is lame because writing is my passion. The University keeps me busy like an office lady and I felt even more tied down to academic stuff. It’s already our Finals period and I should not be slacking off like before so I have to be an owl again STUDY HARDER, which is not really listed in my Lazyctionary.

Going back, these recent weeks are interesting and at the same time irritating. An issue was spread throughout our class and I can’t avoid to be involved in it. I mean, I am not really involved but then I had a past issue with that person, It’s a small issue: an infatuation thing I had the last school year that I’ve already got over with, but still kept on bugging me BECAUSE OF MY BLOCKMATES. I don’t really care if they tease me blah blah blah but I get ashamed on the part of the other person because it seems as if I was still onto him which is way wrong. Anyway, I don’t get mad when they tease me and I don’t get happy either but I shout because I get embarrassed and silly [what?] inside. I hate it but not much. I can’t just ignore those stuff because I can’t because my blockmates are making a huge deal out of it, and I don’t want that.

Oh, and good news!! I text messaged my friend Emzi on Tuesday telling her that I already missed her and guess what? The following day she sent a message saying that her globe number is still alive and she misses us already. :]

Another news, I got a 2.00 grade in our Calculus. I could’ve gotten 1.75 but then just because I forgot a teeny-weeny conclusion, I lacked 5 points to aim 1.75. Too bad. Pidz brags his grade to me but I don’t give a damn. I can get a lot better this time.

じゃー！
♥ ジャニカ

Lucky Week. :D

{ 8月 23, 2009 @ 9:13 pm } · { Creative Writing, Insights, Realizations, School, The Author's Memo, UST, happenings, love }
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First, I would say HELLO EVERYONE!

I haven’t updated for full 2 weeks since Yuto’s birthday and now I have a bucket of stories to tell. But I will just summarize it just to make it easier for you to read and for me to type. LOL!

1.) I have to type this first thing. NAKAJIMA YUTO’S BIRTHDAY IS A TOTAL LUCKY CHARM! The days after his birthday were our Preliminary Exams period and I swear I let out a lot of effort to study and keep my grades up. But I celebrated the week after our exams BECAUSE I passed everything! Those that I knew that would fail did otherwise~!! I am so happy I swear, I don’t know what happened. But all thanks to ever-loving and gracious God, and Yuto Nakajima. ♥

2.) I didn’t really celebrate Yuto’s birthday but I celebrated it (I mean I ate stuff, get it?) in line with Yza and MC’s birthday. I ate too much. :P

3.) I am now having so much fun with the TEM family. I couldn’t believe I would be that close to them!

4.) I kept on having concurrent dreams of my friend Emzika Menor for almost the whole week. I don’t know why. Maybe I just missed her badly. :( (

5.) I finally reset my biological clock to its normal state! I get sleepy at 11pm and I wake up at 7am or 10am.

6.) I am taking Friends For Sale seriously. It kinda sucks because that’s the sole reason I open the PC. But well, it’s fun. New friends.

7.) My past crush broke up with his girlfriend. I felt disappointed because they look cute together and the years they’ve been through just went to waste. Oh well, things change.

8.) I am getting pissed off with one/two of my college friends. It’s either because of their personality or it’s because they are my rivals in school.

9.) Project RUSH! Thankfully we finished and “polished” everything in no time.

10.) Day by day I wanted to see Yuto Nakajima and just the thought of him makes me want to be catapulted to Japan. I was drawing a portrait of him a while ago and my mom saw it!! しまった！She was walking silently to see what I was doing, I knew it, and she saw that I was staring on Yuto’s zoomed face. I was so embarrassed that I kept scribbling whatever on the paper and unconsciously pressing random buttons on my phone. :P

♥ FIN ♥

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