アーカイブ:3月, 2008

DEFEND YOURSELF!

{ 3月 11, 2008 @ 7:03 pm } · { School, happenings }
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Hell, the thesis defense was so creepy and freaky, and I still can’t forget the stupid mistake I said! Actually, it wasn’t said. I stammered.

2 project defenses happened yesterday [10.03.2008], one for Computer and one for our Thesis/Research Project. Hell, I was expecting to receive good comments from our judges in the Computer project, but hell no, all they did was to criticize. Actually only 2 of the panels. And the questions from them are so out of the topic.

That’s why I was maddened and what I did is to retort their stupid questions. Er, there are no stupid questions. Just stupid people. Anyway… … continue reading this entry.

express me.

{ 3月 1, 2008 @ 11:35 pm } · { Insights, Realizations, The Author's Memo }
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Today was a very sad day. I don’t know. I don’t wanna be sad but well it’s making me feel that way. A lot of strange things kept on coming my way and I had no one to tell how I really feel today.

So yeah, my blog. My one and only ‘EMOTION SANCTUARY’. I know what I’m gonna write is personal and makes me feel sad, but since it was a part of this day, it has also been a part of my life.

I confessed tonight. I repeated to Jan that I liked him before, I told Philip that yeah I had a hell big crush on him. But of course, I know what they think. It’s sad but I know they don’t care. It’s a small thing, right? Having a crush. You admire one person. But what is there in the word admire when the one you admire doesn’t admire you? Well, they don’t care. Do I really admire them? Those damn infatuations I had and have, it just makes me somber.

To know the fact that every time I started to like somebody, they also started to like somebody else. … continue reading this entry.