アーカイブ:4月, 2007

Away Yesterday, Back Today [Back in Boredom]

We just came home from my great grandmother’s mansion in Valenzuela.

We spent about a week of vacation there, and I say it’s quite alright since I was away from Boredomville. The other people who were there [except for those who live there of course] are the Ramiro family [my mom's bro's family]. They spent their vacation there longer than our stay, maybe about 2 weeks. Alright this is getting nonsense.

While I was there, I feel like I’m a princess, coz I almost get and have what I want, like food. We were supposed to go swimming last April 28 but then there are bad things that came my way:

  1. I had my red tide. So basically I can’t swim.
  2. My great grandma cancelled it, saying “I have no money”. [Considering she has more than five thousand dollars]

But anyway, I spent my stay there eating a lot of stuff, hot-oiling my hair [is there such a word as hot-oiling?!] and that stupid gay trimmed my hair… Argh, the ugliest way!! Aaaaahhhh! It was a daymare, and the gay looks like a monster. [Oops, sorry! But I'm not lying]

And for the first time, I went to church

Okay I got you there! I admit I’m not a church-a-holic gal, but hey! At least I go once… a month.

とまれ! After all those things, we went back home in Boredomville and here I am again, staying as lazy as can be, doing nothing but stare and surf the net, wishing I was really surfing on a beach. Argh, if I had summer jobs with my best pal Zarah, my summer wouldn’t be as boring as now. But then I need to consider this [and again]:

  1. My mom’s pregger’s so we need to save money.
  2. My dad haven’t sent money yet. [It's not so big, really]
  3. My mom allows me to go gala, [travel, malling, shopping] but I need to use my good ol’ money. And now I’m really dying to get some!! Waaahh!!

And actually, I wasn’t allowed to use this PC for a long, long, time. My sister will squeal and then my mom will tell her to shut this thing off, so I really got no time… That’s why it almost takes me about 2 or more days to post here again. So sorry to the readers.

But thanks for reading my posts! I’ll continue to improve this blog, I swear! If it makes you happy, then alright I’ll do it. HAHA =] Have a nice day guys!

.::JaNiCa::.

I logged on to my WordPress and I clicked on Jihadjoe’s WordPress.

I’ve seen that there were a lot of sympathy and insights of people about the VA Tech killings, and I was also kind of affected by the tragedy. Well, in Jihadjoe’s WordPress , I sort of agree that Counterstrike has something to do with what Cho did. But I’m not blaming Mr. Gates for that. Maybe the part wherein he was suffering from depression is a part of what bugs Cho (and that sure is so hard especially if you’re a loner).

And about the videotape he sent on a news network was also shocking. I was surprised by his statements. Here, let me recap:

“You have vandalized my heart, raped my soul and torched my conscience. You thought it was one pathetic boy’s life you were extinguishing. Thanks to you, I die like Jesus Christ, to inspire generations of the weak and the defenseless people.”

“I didn’t have to do this. I could have left. I could have fled. But no, I will no longer run.”

“It’s not for me. For my children, for my brothers and sisters. … I did it for them.”

“You had a hundred billion chances and ways to have avoided today, but you decided to spill my blood. You forced me into a corner and gave me only one option. The decision was yours. Now you have blood on your hands that will never wash off.”

“Your Mercedes wasn’t enough, you brats. Your golden necklaces weren’t enough you snobs. Your trust funds wasn’t enough. Your vodka and cognac wasn’t enough. All your debaucheries weren’t enough. Those weren’t enough to fulfill your hedonistic needs. You had everything.”
Yahoo! News, Watch the video

Me talking:
I was freaked-out by those words. It seems that he was really more than depressed. But anyway, it’s already done. We can’t do anything about it. Condolences to the families of those who was killed in the VA Tech tragedy.

.::JaNiCa::.

I Think I Love You – Byul

Full House OST l Byul l I Think I Love You [Korean Version]

그럴리 없다고 아닐꺼라고 믿었죠 um-
내가 그댈 사랑한단 이말도 안되죠 um-
괜한 질투일꺼라고 내가 외로운가보다고
자신을 속여봤지만 이제 더는 난 감출수가 없는걸요-
I Think I Love You 그런가봐요-
Cause I Miss You 그대만 없으면
난 아무것도 못하고 자꾸생각나고
이런걸 보면 아무래도-
I`m Falling For You 난 몰랐지만-
Now I Need You 어느샌가 내 맘 깊은곳에 아주
크게 자리잡은 그대의 모습을 이젠 보아요~ um-

-간주중-

우린 안어울린다고 친구 그게 딱 좋다고 um-
하나부터 열개 도대체 뭐 한개라도 맞는게 없는데-
어떻게사귈 수있냐고 말도안돼는얘기라고
말하며 둘러 댔지만 이제더는 난 그러기가싫은걸요-
I Think I Love You 그런가봐요-
Cause I Miss You 그대만 없으면
난 아무것도 못하고 자꾸생각나고
이런걸 보면 아무래도-
I`m Falling For You 난 몰랐지만-
Now I Need You 어느샌가 내 맘 깊은곳에 아주
크게 자리잡은 그대의 모습을 이젠 보아요~ Hoo~
왜 몰랐죠 그대라는걸 Woo~
왜 못봤죠 바로 앞인데~~Hoo~yeh-
그 동안 이렇게 바로 내곁에 있었는데
왜 이제서야 사랑이 보이는건지~~Hoo-
I Think I Love You 그런가봐요-
Cause I Miss You 그대만 없으면
난 아무것도 못하고 자꾸생각나고
이런걸 보면 아무래도-
I`m Falling For You [Falling For You] 난 몰랐지만-
Now I Need You [Now I Need You] 어느샌가 내 맘 깊은곳에 아주
크게 자리잡은 그대의 모습을 이젠 보아요~

Full House OST l Byul l I Think I Love You [Konglish Version]

Kurulri eubdako anilkkurako midujyo um-
Naeka gudael sarang-handan ilmaldo andwejyo um-
Gwaenhan jiltu-ilkkurako naeka wiro-oonka-bodako
Jashinul sokyeo-bwajiman ijeh deunun nan kamchul-suka eubnun-gulyo-
I Think I Love You geurun-kabwayo-
Cause I Miss You gudaeman eubsumyun
Nan amukeuto mohhako jakku-saenggak-nako
Irun-geul bomyun amuraedo-
I’m Falling For You nan mollah-jiman-
Now I Need You eonusaenka nae mam kipun-koseh aju
Kugeh jarijapun gudaeui mosubeul ijen bowayo~ um-

-간주중-

Oorin aneuh-oorrindako chin-ku gukeh ddak jeotako um-
Hana-beutuh yeulkae dodaecheh moh hankaerado manunkeh eubnundeh-
Uddeo-kesagol su-inyako maldo-andwaenun yaekirago
Malhamyeo doolruh daejiman ijeh-deunun nan guruki-kasirun-kulyo-
I Think I Love You keurun-gabwayo-
Cause I Miss You gudaeman eubsumyun
Nan ameuguto mohhako jakku-saenggak-nako
Irun-gul bomyun amuraedo-
I’m Falling For You nan mollah-jiman-
Now I Need You eonusaenka nae mam kipun-koseh aju
Kugeh jarijapun gudaeui mosubeul ijen bowayo~ hoo~
Wae mollah-jyo gudaera-neunkul woo~
Wae mot-bwajyo baro naegyuteh~~hoo~
I Think I Love You keurun-gabwayo-
Cause I Miss You gudaeman eubsumyun
Nan ameuguto mohhako jakku-saenggak-nako
Irun-gul bomyun amuraedo-
I’m Falling For You nan mollah-jiman-
Now I Need You eonusaenka nae mam kipun-koseh aju
Kugeh jarijapun gudaeui mosubeul ijen bowayo~

Full House OST l Byul l I Think I Love You [English Version]

I refused to believe that it could be so,
there’s no way that I’m in love with you,
I lied to myself that it’s just a petty jealousy,
that I must be feeling lonely, but I cannot hide it anymore.

I think I love you
But it must be so, Cause I miss you
without you,
I cannot do anything,
and you are always on my mind,
so seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
but now I can see that
your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

We are not meant for each other, and being friends is the best thing for us,
there isn’t a single thing we have in common,
so I claimed there’s no way we can be lovers,
but I don’t want to make excuses anymore.

I think I love you
But it must be so, Cause I miss you
without you,
I cannot do anything,
and you are always on my mind,
so seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
but now I can see that
your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

why didn’t I know that it was you,
why couldn’t I see it when it was right in front of me,
it was beside me all along,
but only now can I see love.

I think I love you
But it must be so, Cause I miss you
without you,
I cannot do anything,
and you are always on my mind,
so seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
but now I can see that
your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

Spell B-O-R-E-D

<I guess this has nothing to do with the title but me right now.>

So as usual, I started another blog with “so”. Well, if not so, it may be an Okay or whatever. Haha.Living in Boredom-ville is sooo not exciting. Haha, right now, most that I can write is Haha. Oh well, I am planning to write a novel, so I might sound somebody like Nancy Krulik or the ones you’ve read in your teen romantic comedy novels/ette. Again. Whatever.

hahahahahaha…I was supposed to join this Animax writing contest, and the prize, overall, is a whopping $18,000–as far as I was concerned. Right now I’m not. Barely thinking of writing another teen story.

Anyway, I’m still on my executive. <Maybe if you insist me to go for it, I will continue. Partially?>
I was moved with the book To Catch A Prince, and I was dreaming if that story-I mean the main character Helene-was me. If I was, I would ask for nothing more… =P

Okay I’m tired.. Gotta go potty… ㅋㅋㅋ!

.::JaNiCa::.

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